Here is my Story
I was lost when I was young & I didn’t have anyone who identified with me.
I was the oldest SON, maybe “Son of a B****” if you’ve ever listened to the people who call you names.
I was young, when I discovered how hard life can be, but I did not give up. I just started listening to my internal talks rather than that of authority. My JOB was fairly simple to everyone else. Don’t kill your brothers while I am at work. THIS PART RIGHT HERE IS GOING TO RUN ON FOR A MINUTE! I was used to getting this from all sides. My Mom raised four boys most of here life & the guys that were supposed to be there, WELP! They just weren’t.
What I found was my mom was stronger than most people I knew because she took on the responsibility! Most MEN don’t and later you will find out that I became what I feared.
THIS STORY IS SO THAT YOU DO NOT HAVE TO Go through the same thing “I put myself through”. I did it. YESSS. Get USED TO TAKING RESPONSIBILITY NOW. It S***S, but it is for a good reason. You just never listened to your parents because the stress they ate for breakfast is the same stress that they served you for dinner. Admit it. The conversations wern’t great & IF YOU ARE LOOKING BACK IN YOUR 30’s & 40’s, it isn’t TOO LATE for you either.
WHAT THE H*** am I supposed to do now?
